Breach of Trust

Preface/History: I started this post about 2 and a half weeks ago, but when Veterans Day came up, I braced myself for a triggering time. But the day went well and things were good. The next day however, was really low and triggering to boot. Remember this number, it ...

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The Craftsman

Background or... How I was introduced to Richard Sennett

I was introduced to Richard Sennett and his literary offerings in the Spring of 2011 while attending the State University of Rutgers. To be specific I attended a class on Marxist Theory, which was taught by another contemporary day author and ...

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My Dream

See man. This is really all I would want and all I would need. I remember a long, long time ago it seems back around 1989, on the beautiful island of Sardegna, sitting on top of a friend's ramp in the Town of VIllasor. I told my bro that ...

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Ask

Metal slugs of evil malevonance ripped and shredded my soul
Aeons ago, millions of lightyears and lifetimes ago
The fire inside had dwindled at times down to the smallest coal
But this world never killed the flame inside and I will never stop continuing to grow
This world... it tries ...
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Warrior Resources

So I want to once again give a million bows and Gasho to the military wives out there.

I want to draw your attention and focus to BattlingBareGear , please support them.

I truly am trying to "Always Keep The Faith" but most of you don't really understand the true ...

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Addicted To War

Barren
Cold
Desolate
Numb
Starin'
Old
Desparate
Glum
But what can I do?
Where ever I look what I once thought was rock solid is untrue
I'm alone, at times so fierce while simultaneously being a so fearful
Awash in waves of overwhelming lament trying to make it safely ...
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Skateboarding, PTSD, and Skateparks

This year marks the 50th year of my existence in the cosmos. Back when I was twelve, sometime around 1975 or 1976, I saw these kids riding these plastic things with wheels on them and like riding a wheelie and it just blew my mind. I was compulsed! I had ...

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Carve

Carve

I wont follow the rules of those pious pathetic fools
I wont abide by their rules of submission
Or their showers of shame
I won't blindly follow societal rules
I have a much more higher level of cognition
And I carried a cross that was much too heavy ...
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Incongruent

Incongruent

Grey pale cold light
Shivering and inside my heart frigid to the point of shattering
Wind is more like a surgical knife against my pallid skin
Semi solid blood spattering
I plod on listlessly
Unknown and betrayed
wishing for the the sun's rays wistfully
when the bomb struck ...
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Taunted and Haunted

front view/cockpit

Daily I sit atop my pirch in my room staring out my window Daily She waves relentlessly in the breeze as the Jersey air blows taunting me

The flag Guts-n-glory haunting me

like a betrayed lover staring into gloom and everything about her has turned a palid grey Just like ...

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Tiny Houses Documentary

Sorry about the lack of posts, for the last 3 weeks or so I have been having a hella good time nursing a broken wrist back to health as well as now an infected tooth. So I have had a good amount of time to just veg out and binge ...

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Doctor Sax and Nomadic American Labs Collaborate

Well this was bound to happen sooner or later, not sure why. But it is... What it is my friends. So my friend and I Doctor Sax have been in cahoots since 2007 mostly the friendship was relegated to our professional lives. But now, we hang out alot, and we ...

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The Story Behind Nomadic American Labs

There is a reason why I chose the moniker, or brand if you will, of "Nomadic American Labs". First and foremost I guess, it is because I added the word "Labs" to "Nomadic Americans". This was indeed an overt and conscious decision.

I believe at least in my pin headed ...

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Secure, Stable and Sane Instant Messaging with XMPP

So although I am Fakebook free, I still a fairly moderate user of Google+ for posting short pieces. I really enjoi Google+ for it's little chat client and hangouts as well.

To be honest I find Google's IM client a daily necessity for keeping touch with a few ...

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Find your line and just Flow

When I pass on the to the next plane of existence.

All is well with the Cosmos here

To let go of the pain that only my rancid heart can infer I will embrace the places that you refused to go, refused to look at, refused to understand To let go of my beliefs and realities, and ...

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Finally, the other shoe dropping

If you go back through my posts on Google+ or LinkedIn even, it's quite clear that after working in the network security arena for close to a decade that is it beyond pathetic how long this has been going on. I guarantee you, ask any veteran penetration tester that ...

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Into This Centrifuge

Into This centrifuge of shit

The volcanic storm of idiocy

Day after day

Until everything about life has turned a malignent grey

But all the lament has been digested and washed away

Until I have nothing left to say

For even to myself

I have no more conversations

For they ...

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